Waking up, till dusk
All the time I ask
Can I?
Can I push myself
To the place I want to be
Can I push myself
And set my soul free.
Ma’s smile and Dita’s lullaby
They gave me strength
To take strides in life
But now I somehow find self
On the edge of the knife
A knife I named “setback”
Makes me realise things that I lack
The desires grow strong when I think too much
As my hopes fly, my passion die
I tend to ask myself, Can I?
Can I be the one I want to be?
Just make them two happy,
Or maybe now three.
Four if truth be told,
I want them all to be proud of me.
Oh how do I tell ya,
they mean a lot
To see them with teary eyes
I dare not;
I smash, I scream, I laugh at myself
And I also cry
When fear strikes within I ask,
Can I?
What is it that I got to do
To get back where I started
A place that needn’t be comfort
But assurance of some sort
That I can take care
Of my precious ones
And give them all the joyful cry
Strength and peace, mental is I need
Before the body gives in
And the soul starts to fly
Because,
Waking up, till dusk
All the time I ask
Can I?